Apollo11
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Joined: 6/7/2001 From: Zagreb, Croatia Status: offline
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Hi all, quote:
ORIGINAL: gladiatt I visit her every little second that life can grant me. I even sometime get out of work 5 mn before the right time, in order to avoid traffic jam, i drive to the hospital and meet her, and get back home around 9 pm (because visits cant be longer on evening; and on week end i spend all the day !!) . I try to give her the will, the courage, to show her how to "fight", how to react. Sadly, her pyschose is slowly "eating" her alive, she now fear evry thing, she imagine threats every where (and sadly this look like a delirium at each time), and have the worst attitude against a threat : getting paralized (you know, there are 3 attitude toward a danger: to fight and face; to flee and run; nothing (wich according to Dr House is leading to death) ). If i could, i would make things for her, i would struggle for her. But SHE is the only one who can solve her fears . Now all i can do is to show her my love. And only when i am out of hospital , out of her sight, i cry and despair. And i find life is really unfair. Because she had too much big troubles in her life. And because she deserve to be happy. And for me, because it is unfair to meet THE ONE beloved, just to loose her this way after 7 years of common life and 7 years of struggle facing all her troubles, without finding any time for relieve for both of us. To be clear pals: i am not unleashing my hanger against Yuri, just explaining my distress. Thanks to all who gave support (Dale, sorry mate, your french is not perfect but i appreciate the effort). Best wishes Eric! Be strong and stay positive as much as humanly possible... Leo "Apollo11"
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