Canoerebel
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Joined: 12/14/2002 From: Northwestern Georgia, USA Status: offline
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Gents, I've been in out and out of town alot over the past eight or nine days. My dad's demise was not a sad occurrence given his long life, but it has been exhausting. I knew that I wasn't thinking clearly here in the forum, so I needed to take a break. I told John I would probably withdraw from the game, but that I needed a week or two to get my head on straight. I wish he hadn't then, in the very midst of that period, unilaterally terminated the game. But so be it. Chickenboy make a serious miststatement that has stirred up passions considerably. He didn't do this on purpose - I can see where he got his notions in the heat of the conversations, but if he goes back and reads carefully the messages we exchanged, he'll see that this is the case. I did not tell him that I learned via PM that he was accusing me in this AAR of cheating. Instead, I said that I had a PM from a forumite who had seen a discussion in this thread about cheating and soaking off and wanted to know my point of view. Shortly thereafter, I saw a post in my AAR by Chickenboy that was accusatory about soaking off. That, I told Chickenboy, made the picture pretty clear. So there was no OpSec violation unless you consider a general mention that folks in this AAR thought that I was soaking off is a violation. I've gone back through the past month or so of this AAR and, like Witpqs, I think the tone was very clearly made that I was indeed soaking off and cheating. The most interesting comment was one that those thinking I was would "know" when they saw how I handled my TFs once John sprang the KB forward. They said if I scattered them and tried to get them out of harm's way it would show that I wasn't soaking off. Well, gents, that's exactly what happened. I had indeed passed your own private test of my character, but nobody mentioned that I had passed your test. I freely admit using picket ships, so why some of you think I'd lie about not using soaking off I do not know. I did not use it and have never used it. My play in this game proved it - by your own test - and I'll be glad to provide my turn files and password for anybody that wants to look back through a week or two or three of turns to see the constant stream of ships traveling between my two major ports. Seriously, am I supposed to not send ships forward to Sabang or, once empty, to send them back? Really? Finally, I was not expecting "carte blanche" as Chickenboy says. But I did think that my reputation and overall body of work over a decade would have persuaded people to give me the benefit of the doubt - or to know that when I say something, it's so. I was very disappointed in the Fourm when my word wasn't sufficient. The tone in the Forums has left a great deal to be desired lately The community I thought I knew is not the community that was here when the chips were down. It's just a small percentage that are really "tone deaf" right now, but the net effect is to really sour the atmosphere. I'm going to take an indefinite leave of absence. The lure of AE - the best game I've ever known - is strong, so I'll probably be back sooner rather than later. Or maybe not. In the meantime, my best to all the good folks of the Forum. Dan
< Message edited by Canoerebel -- 9/22/2013 2:42:03 AM >
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