thegreatwent
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Joined: 8/24/2004 From: Denver, CO Status: offline
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quote: ORIGINAL: Nikademus Valentines' day for me kinda sucked...... but i laughed it off.....i kept getting asked if i wanted to purchase a valentine for that special someone..... When it rains...... Nik , I've not said anything because I really can't imagine the hell that you are going through. I'd like to say I've been there, and offer some sage words of wisdom, but I can't. All I can say , is that if good wishes mean anything in this painfull world, please know that you have mine. And from what I've seen on these pages the last few days, you have the prayers and best wishes of a lot of people who care for you. Nik, I've been quiet since some folks have given better advise than I can. My story was about a Dear John letter I received while serving in Haiti. My 1st Sgt, name Johnson, found out about it and asked if he should take my bullets away. I said no. He then asked if he should take my belt or shoelaces away. I asked "Your gonna take my shoelaces but leave my bullets"? He said "Your going to work for me in the training room, it will be alright". Best NCO I ever worked for. I was feeling down and desperate, confronted so plainly I was saved. You haven't mentioned dark thoughts but your sleeping at work indicates self harm. If I can be so plain, survive. Hell, even T likes you. He hates everyone. Peace.
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