gladiatt
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Leo, Martin, Yuri, Simon, Dale, thanks to all of you. Without asking for anything, you all sent messages of hopes (even if in final i am all alone facing my feelings of "despair"), and that's nice to read ! For now, Claire is my reason to live (well, since i met her 8 years ago), and probably the only "thing" that give me some good time yet. Of course there are still some hard time, but i really believe ( stronger than hope) that things will get better with time. I just have to learn to "grow" and admit that things are going badly (or boring, or annoying) but don't have much importance (family, interest in work, PBEM (yes, it is childish, but it hurt me, too much to my own taste ) , or even neighbours). I have the strange feeling that i kept good this winter, but since weeks, pressure is less heavy, and so i can't manage to "mobilize" myself as before. Thanks to all of you, it warm my heart ! Will even maybe get back to my AAR thanks to you (but i can't promise i wont be whinning in it ). But still don't have much time for THE THREAD!!! Keep care of you, both !
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